Slightly Unexpected

I'm not sure what to think about this. I've always sort of had this "feeling" for him, but I guess I've been ignoring it for a year now? I don't know. I don't want to admit actually liking him. I know if I do, everything will turn to crap and I don't want that. I don't want any drama. I want this to be a drama-free year.

I told myself to forget about guys my senior year in high school and I had an amazing year. I forgot to continue that mindset last year and it was terrible. I think I need to go back. I need to forget about them. Forget about him. Focus on just having fun with friends and school work. I think it's for the best.

I need to share this with people

So it's been a few days since I made a post, and you'll have to wait a bit longer for a real one (I'll post in a couple hours). I just wanted to let you all...

I GOT MY EMAIL TO POTTERMORE!!!

Hello Campus

I am all moved in, unpacked and ready for classes tomorrow. I'm not happy that I have classes tomorrow, but what can you do?

What I really want to talk about is my roommate situation. Or shall I say roomateS. I don't think I'm going to like this very well. To be honest, I didn't want to room with two people. I was prepared and used to living with one person, but now I'm with two people. The original person I was supposed to room with I became friends with during first semester last year. Let's call her Jane. Jane then became good friends with another girl, who we'll call Cathy, during the second semester. Cathy ended up not having anyone to room with for this year and Jane asked me if I wanted to be in a three-person room.

I wanted to say no. But I ended up agreeing. I hate feeling cornered and that's what Jane did. She asked me right in front of the girl, days before we had to sign up for rooms for this year. What was I supposed to say? No!?! Yeah, I know I should have, but I'm pretty sure many of you would have done the same thing.

Cathy and Jane are fine. I think they are interesting people. We get along okay. I just don't feel comfortable living with them. I miss my old roommate. We felt comfortable around each other, we talked, everything was perfect (except we lived on the 7th floor). I'm not sure I can live like this for a whole year. I usually stay on my bed and come on tumblr because I don't know how to get away from the awkwardness.

I don't know. Maybe I'll get used to it. Maybe I'll feel differently as the days go by. But right now, I actually just want to go home.

Summer Almost Over

So I packed a lot of stuff today. Can't believe summer went by so quickly this year. I usually have terrible summers and I wish for school to hurry up and get here. Normally, I don't hang out with anyone. Not because I don't want to, but because I either had no ride or I wasn't invited. The last one was usually the case. My summers usually consisted of me working at the daycare during most days, and staying in on the computer or watching tv on the others.

Lame and lonely right?

This summer I actually had fun. I was able to hang out with one of my friends. Just one, but it meant the world to me. We hung out quite a few times, and he even went to see Harry Potter with me on opening night and again, the day I went to meet Tom Felton. We painted wands, saw a bunch of other movies, and just hung out. I met some awesome people my first year in college who I am proud to say are my real friends (including the one I mentioned above and few others of course). We kept in contact all summer through facebook, skype, and the phone. I was able to meet Tom Felton and I saw the Glee movie. I did work at the daycare which is always fun.

This summer was a blast and I'm sad to see it go. But I'm happy for this new school year coming up. I have so much planned for myself. This is going to be a good year. I can feel it.

I want to be

So I've been doing a lot of thinking while I've been packing today (Yes I finally started!) and I finally realized something. I really don't know what I want to do with my life.

I've always wanted to be a writer, and that hasn't changed. But even though I don't want to think this way, I need to be realistic. There is a very small chance that I will be able to live off my pen. I've always wanted my books to be popular but not like Harry Potter, more like how the movie Donnie Dark and the movie/book Fight Club are. They're popular in their own "cults". Do you know what I mean? I want to have my own stash of fans who love reading my books. I don't need millions of fans to be happy. I would be happy just with 50 fans, as long as they love what I create. Hence my problem.

There's no way I can make a living with only 50 fans. So...I thought about being an editor. But, I've been doing research and what not, and it's difficult. There's very few open spots and the publishing companies I want to work for are not in my state. So, I'd have to move. Right now, I know I'm not ready to be away from my family like that. Maybe I will be after college but right now I'm not sure I can handle that. But besides that, with this economy and everything I have to start thinking about what I have to do instead of what I want to do.

And I don't want to do that! I want a job that I would enjoy, something that will impact people. Which got me thinking, I've always wanted to impact people, be a part of their lives. I've always been fascinated by psychology and recently sociology. So today I asked myself, "what do you want to do with that sociology major you're working at?" And I thought about it...and it would be interesting to be a social worker. Mostly like for children because I prefer helping and being already children than adults (adults scare me. Intimidation!) And I thought that was an excellent idea, until I started researching that. I would most likely need to transfer schools. I'd need to get a Social Worker's Bachelor Degree and do all these community hours and there's so much I would need to do. I'm not lazy or anything, I would do it. I need to talk to my mom, my advisor, and think more on this but I'm running out of time.

There's just so much to do. And I'm still confused on what I really want to be.

Busy Doing Nothing

So, the reason I haven't been posting much original stuff lately is due to the fact that I'm leaving for school in less than a week.

And I've barely started packing....Ugh, this is going to be a long week. But I just wanted to say I haven't forgotten about writing or anything. Just a tad bit busy and to be honest I haven't really been doing anything.

I just realized that contradicted my reason for not writing.



I have been watching this Korean soap drama called "Playful Kiss" and it's pretty good so far. I mean, the main character annoys the hell out of me 'cause her actions are not realistic, but what can you do?
Hopefully I'll have something more interesting to write about tomorrow. Bye for now!

Glee: The 3D Concert Movie

So, I just got back from seeing the movie (got advanced tix to see it tonight) and I was happy and disappointed at the same time. I'm not going to go into grave detail, but a lot of the stuff that happened during the Tour (skits, Single Ladies, Dog Days Are Over, some of the scenes in the movie trailer, and Sue Sylvester just to name a few) were actually NOT IN THE MOVIE. I repeat. CUT.

They took out Single Ladies and the Klaine Skits.



What they do have is more of a documentary than the Tour on screen. They sort of do this 3 person story type deal, where we learn about how Glee has inspired and influenced their lives. And how they're like members of the glee. It was nice to see, but it was...unexpected. The movie is more focused on the fans, I should say, then the actually Tour.

They do, however give us the Mini Warbler, and if you haven't seen it: He's adorable.



I did enjoy the movie. I and the people in the theater with me were singing our hearts out. The girls next to me were major Finn fans (I'm a Blaine fan  so I was like "ehh, alright"). Santana is my girl. She was amazing. I found myself watching Quinn and Mercedes a lot, whenever they were on screen. Same thing with Kurt but that's a given.

Overall, I think you guys should see it. STAY FOR THE CREDITS!! They will sing Somedy to Love during the credits and then more Mini Warbler. So, stay in those seats my Glee comrades!

Oh, did I mention that I'm 99.9% sure I saw Damien from the Glee Project in the audience? Yeah, they put the camera right on him. Just wanted to put that out there.

Random Thought #1

I've been craving tacos..for about a month now. I go and buy some. I eat them.

But I still crave it a day later.



Real post possibly coming up in a few minutes...Maybe not. Who knows!

What the...

Today I saw something on tv, I thought was the most ridiculous thing on the planet:

The Lion King

In 3D

Coming to theaters





I know our brains are slowly turning into a puddle of Alfredo sauce, but have we really gotten to the point where we will put a movie that millions probably ALREADY OWN, back into theaters for two weeks.....and in 3D no less.

What has this world come to? I hope no one goes. It will show the film industry how completely idiotic they have become.

Another Dream

This one I won't be able to give you detail by detail, but a summary. And it actually split into two dreams.

Dream one: I'm babysiting this 5 or 6 year old girl. We're having loads of fun and whatnot, and then I find out that there's going to be a concert of Selena gomez at my school (my school happens to be my Jr. High school). The father of the girl is really hesitant to let me take her but in the end he agrees. But first, for some reason, I need to go to the store. So when I get there it's a huge line. I buy the girl a pink princess outfit (I guess it's Halloween?) and leave, not realizing I left my credit card behind.

So I exit the store and realize I forgot to buy something. This time when I go in it's super crowded. I have to zig zag through all these lines and I almost bought a basket for the girl to sit in (don't ask) but I put it back. I think I was buying stickers. When I get up to the counter, Degrassi's Emma is the cashier. And when I can't pay she just pops her bubblegum and yells out next. Long story short, I leave the line race back to get my card and come back and pay. This takes a really long time in the dream world. I exit (oh forgot to mention this whole time the little girl is waiting for me at the concert. I know! Terrible babysitter) and when I run to my car my friends (people I don't really know) say they want to come with. One of them who is super short decides to be the driver, but can't reach the pedal. In the end, we get to the school, I grab the little girl and we walk into the doors where we hear people screaming Selena's name and...

Dream Change!

I'm dead. I'm also a boy. First they feel like memory sequences where I remember my friends (all guys) made me do this recording every week where I fall into mud. I wasn't happen. How I died, I don't know? I'm at the bottom of this cliff and I keep yelling out to people. Then the snow on the ground turns into clouds and I turn around and see Degrassi's Adam. I guess he's dead too. When I run, I make these little jingle noises when my feet touch the clouds. That doesn't happen with Adam. We see one of our friends, but I'm guessing we're back on earth and we're ghosts because no response. We see another one who seems really depressed and he's sitting on the roof of this semi-big castle. Then there are two guys in a snowball fight and I reach down to grab snow but my fingers go right through it.

End of dreams. Not as exciting as my last but I thought I would share them since I remembered quite a bit.

Sorting

Everyone seems to be doing this on tumblr, so I thought I would give it a go.

Gryffindor:

  Pfft, please. Like I would be a Gryffindor.

Ravenclaw:

 Quite possible for me. Good house.

Hufflepuff:

My friends call me a Hufflepuff. Not a term of endearment I might add, but I know that I am most likely a Hufflepuff and I've grown to like that.

Slytherin:



Need I say more? :D

Pottermore Important News!

So apparently we need to be careful. People are stealing other people's accounts and going on the site pretending to "forget their password". Those bastards.

So, my fellow wizards don't put your entire username up here. Take the numbers off the ends, that will keep you safe if you must have your name on tumblr. Also, if you took a picture when you got your name off the site and it has your email address at the bottom, I would make that post private on here. People are using those pictures as well.

Our accounts are threatened! Protect us from these undeserving muggles!

Hello All!

I've noticed I'm slowly gathering followers/subscribers on all my blog sites. I just wanted to take this chance to say hello and thanks for viewing!

Did I Talk About This?

Another post in the same day? Yes.

So, last night I watched the Glee Project and (SPOILER ALERT!!) Cameron decided that this wasn't for him and he saved Damian and went home voluntarily.

NOW, I'm not a huge fan of the Glee Project. Actually, in a nutshell...I hate it.



However, I watch the show because I want to know who they're going to be putting on my favorite show on the planet, Glee (of course). So when I started watching, I hated everyone. I didn't want anyone on the show. I'm sad that people are graduating and possibly leaving, but it's like high school. People move on.

Anywho, after watching a few episodes I began to...tolerate certain people: Samuel, Hanna, Marissa, and Cameron. I just recently started to like Damian because of his bromance with Cameron. But now...





I'm actually upset. Cameron was the one I wanted to win. I would have enjoyed seeing him on Glee. I'm at the point where I don't really want to watch anymore (not that I really wanted to in the first place), but Cameron made me want to watch, even just a little.

With him gone, who do I vote for now? I'll miss you Cameron.

Mail Time!

Alright, my pottermore excitement is not over, but I will try to keep my blog from becoming its spaming home for at least a few hours. I do have one last thing to say: my username LightWing103.....yeah, sounds like a superhero. Just sayin'



Now, I just woke up about an hour ago. Thank goodness because the UPS man rang my doorbell with some packages. One happened to be a set of books I need for a class and the other.....

MY ADVANCE SCREENING TICKET AND MERCHANDISE FOR THE GLEE 3D MOVIE!!







If you haven't figured out who I'm in love with, shame on you.